You've let us exist for way too long
Now, look at what we have become

So, let's just put an end to this
Don't prolong their sufferings

The world that I've known has disappeared into dust
The people around me change so fast

For good or for worse, I can't tell
But living in this world has been like hell

We were given brains to think
But some washed their's down the sink.

So tell me why our legs are still touching ground
When we should not be around

For some reasons, the "Screw Life" thought is kicking in.

Like, I'm glad that I have such great friends
and it's alright that I don't get notice.
I'm fine with that.
But it irritates me sometimes.

I mean, I know that's Life.
But seriously?
It's so fucked up.
I can't even explain how fucked up it is!

There's so much classification.
This whole entire world.
It's either you're smart or stupid, rich or poor, you're in or out.

And seriously, fuck all those people who says things like,
"You know my name, you don't know my story, so don't judge me."
Seriously?
Fuck you!
It's not like people who wrote this didn't judge people too.
For god's sake, bunch of hypocrites.
(But if you wrote this stuff, and you meant it. Then, no offence.)

Oh, and then you know what's hilarious?
It's that people start retweeting this sentence and start retweeting more stuff like this.

Is it like a trend or something?

I'm sorry if I'm being a bitch here.
But isn't this the truth?

I admit, I'd like to popular sometimes too.
But when you're the popular kid, you'd surely have more enemies than more real close friends.
Like, more people will start bitching 'bout you.
So what's the use right?
I want friends that really need me and I really need them too.
Not those who are temporary or maybe just making use of me ones.

Honestly, I wish I wasn't born here.
I wish I was born in America or some western countries.
I mean, see how close friendships between westerners are!
When they met, they hug.
When a friend is down, they throw rocks at her/his window at night and talk.
They have sleepovers.
They explore places they've near been too in the country together.
They have roadtrips together.

Ain't that nice?

In Singapore, if you throw rocks at your friend's window,
others will think you're mad or trying to wreck the window!
If you hug your friends, if it's guys, the older generation will think that you're cheap
and they'll give you those weird stares!

I mean, what do they know?!
They just know how to judge.

I just wish to live this place and go to some other country.
I've thought about this for a long while.
I just hope it'll come true.
I don't mind starting anew over there.

Main examinations are finally over and done with!
Currently having my holiday now and school will reopen on the 18th of April.

Well, with over a month plus of holiday,
I think I should be looking for a part-time job again.
Earn some money;
get a polaroid,
get a Wii,
invest on some paint to re-vamp my room
and do something about my wardrobe.
I really need some new, fashionable clothes.

That should be about it.

But not right now.

I still need a huge amount of rest from all the hardcore studying I did.

"I'm trying so hard not to get caught up now,
but you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair,
absent-mindedly making me want you."　―　Fearless, Taylor Swift